

my how things have changed"I wish I could do better by, you cuz that's what you deserve" I bent over backwards jumped through hoops and you spit in my face I forgave I forgot and you cannot afford me the same courtesy? I changed lost friends became the only constant in your life and now nothing I'm left running in circles grasping at straws waiting for the fix "I wish I could do better by, you cuz that's what you deserve" no, no it's not.my how things have changed


a glimpsein a single glimpse my whole world halts the memories of long ago become a fury and crash like waves swallowing drowning drifting through consciousness a reminder of what once was what has been lost what may never be the tears begin to well falling into the ocean of memory causing it all to blur so here I sit allowing the tears to fall all the while blurring the memories hoping that soona glimpse


FlatlineAnother complication an additional beat for the heart of entwined lives, wating, always waiting, for the inevitable. Flatline. The moment it breaks, when all is undone, Shattered. When all that's left are memories, Two long torn apart,Flatline
the words still echo "I always knew you'd break my heart."


Wallsa thousand times the same routine a thousand times the longing building up screaming to be known but always silence how long must we live in this blissful disillusionment The longing fades in time and here we stand once more standing in the synthetic normalcy the lies we've built to protect ourselves from one another the parameters drawn out like rules to a sport just for a second our eyes meet and in that instance all comes crashing down the fight is apparent in both our eyes the need to preserve what we've had forever the reluctance of holding back froWalls
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and so I go
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and so I go
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Fighting the illusion of reality one song at a time.
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